By Mary Kay Roth
On this perfect first day of autumn, the low light of the season hanging heavy, my backyard prairie grasses are beginning to glow with the golds and russets of September. I pluck late-season tomatoes and consider what colors to paint my new garage door.
But as I go about the normal trappings of everyday life, I’m also acutely aware of an undercurrent pulling me down. My country is twisting, warping and buckling beneath me.
I live in the United States of 2025. And I live under an authoritarian, perhaps even an autocratic regime, with the rights I hold near and dear – admittedly rights I took for granted – slipping away.
Trump and his minions have appointed a keystone cops cabinet, declared war on DEI and chain-sawed basic democratic governance. Immigrants, refugees, people of color vanish into the night. The health care system is shredding. Free elections feel tenuous with rabid gerrymandering.
And over the last few weeks it has become abundantly clear that my beloved freedom of speech – the very First Amendment – is disappearing into a culture of retribution and intimidation.
Knowing all of this, it took the shooting of right-wing activist Charlie Kirk – and the feverish aftermath bathed in nationalism and fundamentalist, evangelistic Christianity – for me to actually stare into the cold, harsh reality of the USA.
Trump has used threats, lawsuits and government pressure as he remakes the American news media landscape, unleashing his long-standing hatred focused on journalists of integrity. He has extracted multimillion dollar settlements and prompted changes to programming that he found objectionable.
Last week, ABC announced it was pulling Jimmy Kimmel’s late-night show “indefinitely” after conservatives accused him of inappropriate comments related to Kirk. It shouldn’t have been surprising, coming in the aftermath of CBS canceling out Stephen Colbert.
Yes, the First Amendment is widely viewed as protecting even the most disparaging remarks, and the Supreme Court said in an unanimous opinion last year that “government officials cannot attempt to coerce private parties in order to punish or suppress views that the government disfavors.”
Nonetheless it is becoming abundantly clear that Trump is exerting toxic political pressure and power over major media streams. As a former journalist, an ongoing news junkie and a plain old citizen of this country, it makes my blood run cold.
This past week, even my young granddaughters noticed my unease.
“What’s wrong, GranMary?” they asked. “Are you scared?”
I told them we all need to be brave right now.
That’s why I continue to protest. Gather with others who protest and speak out. Pen postcards. Write as part of this Mayhem blog, my sacred moment of resistance.
“Are you scared, GranMary?”
I’ve been thinking a lot lately about lessons from the past, and reconsidering my naïve judgments directed at people who came before me, those who lived in shadowy countries where freedoms had disappeared – particularly everyday citizens who lived in 1930s Germany. In fact, as I continue to read more about Germany just prior to WWII, the parallels are stunning as we watch Project 2025 (the playbook of fascism) unfold.
“A sizeable proportion of Germany’s citizens impassively witnessed the country’s descent into dictatorship,” according to Paul Roland in Life in the Third Reich, “because they believed they were simply powerless to prevent it – as well as many more who could not see the danger until it was too late.”
There’s definitely a distinctive and common thread among most historians who write about that time: The shocking number of people who felt powerless, who weren’t paying attention, who did nothing at all.
From The Rise and Fall of the Third Reich: A History of Nazi Germany:
“No class or group or party in Germany could escape its share of responsibility for the abandonment of the democratic Republic and the advent of Adolf Hitler. The cardinal error of the Germans who opposed Nazism was their failure to unite against it.”
I think about protests I join in Lincoln, often along O street where you’re close enough to lock eyes with passing drivers. Many cars honk in thumbs-up support, others yell their obvious disagreement. But the people who truly disturb me are those who read our protest signs with utterly blank expressions, as if they haven’t a clue what we’re about.
I want to stand in front of their cars and scream, good grief, now is not the time to lower your eyes and shrug.
In 1930s Germany, Nazis obliterated the press and news sources to keep people in the dark about power grabs, acts of violence and dismantling of human rights. In America, Trump and MAGA have launched a slew of lawsuits against major liberal news sources to shut them down and squelch opposition – not to mention their grip on the Federal Communications Commission.
- Quoted scripture about homosexuality as an “abomination” deserving death.
- Called Martin Luther King Jr. a “myth” and said the Civil Rights Act was a “huge mistake.”
- Spread COVID-19 misinformation likening masks and vaccine mandates to “medical apartheid.”
- Suggested mass incarceration was a fix for the housing crisis.
- Called transgender identity a mental disease needing “brain treatment.”
- Urged teacher firings when they wouldn’t espouse the right party lines in their lesson plans.
- And, sadly, said gun deaths are “unfortunately worth it” to preserve the Second Amendment.
- Don’t back down.
- Expose their methods.
- Risk your freedom.



You speak for for many of us, Mary Kay. Thank you
ReplyDeleteKirk had veered from total loyalty to asking for the E files. With his following , stepping out of line made him a danger. He became worth much more as a martyr.
ReplyDeleteA huge factor in the discrepancy of reactions to his death is the selective media and algorithms. Many saw him only as a person of faith and had no idea of his hateful rhetoric and bullying.
Thank you Mary! Your words encompass what needs to be said! I appreciate you!
ReplyDeleteWhat scares me too is how many young people were at the memorial yesterday and listening to the hate from Trump and Miller.
ReplyDeleteMy concern too.
DeleteThank you. I'm terrified, too. Keep on fighting. Keep on posting. Our grandkids are counting on us.
ReplyDeleteSo beautifully expressed. Thank you.
ReplyDeleteRead about how the Nazis exploited the death of Horst Wessel in the 1930s for their propaganda….. similar to Charlie Kirk now.
ReplyDeleteI relate to your inspiring words, Mary Kay. I will keep speaking up!
ReplyDeleteThank you for Standing Up for democracy. We would love to have you join us at https://standupnebraska.org
ReplyDeleteFirst thing I read since returning home. Thank you.
ReplyDeleteYour words of TRUTH are so well written!!!
ReplyDeleteSo true, I was talking with a friend recently and she was totally clueless that cancer research was at a standstill. Her comment was, I'm not aware of that. So suggested she do a little research into the changes we have to look forward to... this person only listens to fox news.
ReplyDeleteCouldn't agree more with your special message that covers so well where we are now as a nation.
ReplyDeleteThank you. I am going to read Maria Ressa's book.
ReplyDeleteEloquently and passionately written GranMary. I completely agree!
ReplyDeleteWell said Mary. I stand with you. We need to keep helping those running for legislature seats in our country who believe in truth, free speech, & democracy. Our grandchildren are counting on us!
ReplyDeleteThank you for printing the facts that so many people are afraid to share! Fear of retribution is a weapon used by this administration and his loyalists.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your important words. This is the time when we must all stand up. If not, we will lose our country. The victory of Democrat Adelita Grijalva in the Arizona special election will add one more democratic vote to fill a US House seat. This victory will aid our cause. The seat has been vacant since March, when her father, Raúl Grijalva, passed away. The New York Times and NBC News reported the news on Sept. 23
ReplyDeleteNothing feels like it’s enough or will make any difference! I’m terrified as well.
ReplyDeleteSuch an important ,powerful message Mary- thank you for your courage and inspiration!
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